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assalamualaikum uolssss2 semua..

okay, now, kat sini mendung je, cm nk hujan je ni haa.. eh tetibe nk jd penyampai cuaca plak... krik krik.. haha.. okay, for today nothing special sgt la kot.. just do some facial treatment then, balik rumah baca CBR.. jeles tgk org lain dah study bnyk for this Monday's test, while me, naaaa, goyang kaki since balik haritu lg.. haha.. ape nak jd ni nabil..btw, saja je nk bgthu, now listening to Hanya Aku by Hyper Act... haha.. tetiba mood ke laut sikit harini

somehow, I'm still looking for something.. something which I couldnt describe it in words.. something which really hard to express.. coz I know that, I'm losing something.. oh Allah, am I forgetting something which is important?.. am I missing something which should be my prioritze instead of others??.. frankly, all of them left unanswered. I dont know what's going on with me.. what's wrong with you nabil????????.. something keep on playing in your head, right, but, u just hard to slip out it from your mouth.. EXPRESS it nabil.. express.. or otherwise, you'll be suffer for a long time.. 

honestly, I just like want to scream out as loud as I can.. I want to scream just to express this.. it hurts inside.. sakittt... but the point now is, I dont know the main reason why I'm behaving like this??.. are you overthinking about something nabil??.. 

dear myself, stop thinking things that you shouldnt.. just focus on things that you should pay ur full attention.. please nabil.. wake up from your day dreaming.. wake up.. am just begging, pliss.. u've to change for ur own good.. remember ur dreams right?.. are you???.. okay, this will take time, seriously, it is, but, pliss nabil.. just dont give up.. look, u have another 9 weeks before your final exam.. do your best, can you??.. strive for it, can you??.. change, can you??

dear mrkrab, I'm asking for nothing actually... Always praying for you health, wishing you all the best in whatever things you do.. hey, you can do it.. what can I say is, goodluck... be happy of who you are.. you know what, yess, you really did a good job... sincerely, me.. :)

okay then.. proceed with things which is more important.. 

much love, nabila