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assalamualaikum..

here I'm once again...lol..td aku ckp nk tido, al-malkumla smngt nk buat blog bru untuk menceritakan perihal kehidupan aku nih..haha..klaw liat nk bngun sahur esk, hbis la aku kene marah ngn umi..haha...xpe la..skali-skali je umi..hehe..bknnye ank umi ni skmo tido lewat..plesss..haha..umi bru je msuk tido..abah still lg mngadap tv..ESPN rsenye..hmhhh...boring okey ESPN tuh...opppsss..haha...sory abah..anak abah ni xminat sukan..muehehe..(patutla ex-crush mant giler futsal, dy slalu naik angin stu badan)..okey, yg itu sila abaikn..harap mklum..haha

Alhamdulillah, aku dikurniakan seorang abah n seorang umi yang penyayang, baik hati n smua sifat2 mahmudah tu ada pd mereka..n insyaAllah aku harap satu hari nanti aku pon akan mnjadi seorg ibu yang berjaya membentuk anaknye mcam apa yg umi aku buat skrg..aminnn..this entry is entirely created by me for my beloved mum n dad..umi, abah nobody can replace you..i dont know what gonna be happen to me someday if umi n abah are not longer with me..i juzt cant say anything...tho I'm already 19, I'm still cant be independece...i cant buy thing on my own, cant decide the best tho it's related with my future..i need umi n abah in every single thing I do..I know, some of my wrongdoings made you dissapointed of me..I know, sometimes I can't be the best daughter for you..the best sister to my younger brother n sister..I know, i've done many mistakes..but, you still forgive me with 'syarat' yang i'm not repeated the same mistakes..abah, umi, kakak jnji yg kakak akn buat yg terbaik in every single thing I stepped in just for you, dengan keizinan Allah..insyaAllah..kakak syg umi n abah more than evrything...

I KNOW I CANT BE PERFECT AS YOU WISH, BUT, I'LL PROMISE THAT I'LL DO MY BEST FOR YOU...TAKE CARE OF YOU IN THE FUTURE,,MAKE YOU PROUD OF ME SOMEDAY, INSYAALLAH..YOU'RE MY EVERYTHING..I LOVE YOU BOTH FOR MY ENTIRE LOVE..LOVE U SO MUCH, UMI ABAH..

much love, nabila