Monday, 18 January 2016

Kalau aku cakap aku rindu?

I don't know hat I feel
I don't understand this feeling

can someone just wake me up, told me that I'm dreaming?
I just could not accept this things happen to me 

This is too much
Can someone understand what I felt?
Can someone told me that it's okay for me to cry? . It's okay for me to scream?

Dear you,
I really miss you till up to a point that I couldn't describe it in any single word. 
It's too painful 
It's really challenged me

I tried to be strong everyday , every single seconds, every single minutes, every single hours

Would you just spare me some time please? . I really need to talk to you

It has been several days without jokes, without 'hi, what u doing?' 'why not we go on date?come over here' . 

I really miss you.
I can't lie . I can't

Tears keep on falling into my cheeks

I hate myself for missing you so much

I'm sorry


oh Allah, I seek for your strength , If someday, if we are destinied to be together in teh future, and he;s the one who hold my hand into Jannah, take a good care of him before both of us are ready to that responsibility .