Road to graduation

Assalamualaikum...

Alhamdulillah, I'm done with my degree study yg 8 semester tu in 4 years. alhamdulillah, syukur sgt sbb dpt habiskan degree no matter what though the situations are. alhamdulillah ya Allah. Final result pon dh klua. This is for you umi abah.  dh bleh road to graduation dh .. yehaaa.. grad tak grad, keje tetap kena cari .. tapi, masalah aku yg paling besar is susah nk jauh ngn umi abah . homesick we can call it .. lol.. ape nak jadi la ngn nabila ni. umur 23 dh pdhal..


Habis degree, means habis la intern yg setahun tuuu .. Tq to therapists yg byk bg tunjuk ajar and knowledge. yg paling penting sekali experience on how to deal with patients .. and yes, thanks a lot to practical mates yg sanggup hadap up and down sme2.

throughout my fourth year tu la, I'm going back and forth from Kelantan-Palam haha semata2 demi fyp ku tersayang. tq sgt kt fyp-mate aku yg sanggup turn naik palam sama2. sama2 pening nk siapkan thesis, nk anaylze data ler ape la.

end of degree life .. let's work bebeh . work for a bright future,,, harap2 la cari kerja ni tak sesusah nk cari jodoh hahaha ..

present pon dh . buku thesis pn dh . result pn dh klua. let's get a job the bebehhhh

Kalau aku cakap aku rindu?

I don't know hat I feel

I don't understand this feeling

can someone just wake me up, told me that I'm dreaming?

I just could not accept this things happen to me 

This is too much

Can someone understand what I felt?

Can someone told me that it's okay for me to cry? . It's okay for me to scream?

Dear you,

I really miss you till up to a point that I couldn't describe it in any single word. 

It's too painful 

It's really challenged me

I tried to be strong everyday , every single seconds, every single minutes, every single hours

Would you just spare me some time please? . I really need to talk to you

It has been several days without jokes, without 'hi, what u doing?' 'why not we go on date?come over here' . 

I really miss you.

I can't lie . I can't

Tears keep on falling into my cheeks

I hate myself for missing you so much

I'm sorry

oh Allah, I seek for your strength , If someday, if we are destinied to be together in teh future, and he;s the one who hold my hand into Jannah, take a good care of him before both of us are ready to that responsibility .