give up?...

assalamualaikum and selamat petang uolssss...

mood: sad??... happy??.. stress??.. worried???... feel like wanna cry??... feel like wanna laugh??... relieved???... 

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku, final dah dekat.. another 3 weeks left.. and to be frankly, I'm not prepared at all.. just knew my anatomy and physiology's test mark, and alhamdulillah, I passed it.. basically, just 9/15.. yes, deep down in my heart, I felt nothing. I dont know on how to stand this.. dont know how to face this.. masyaAllah.. things keep on going repeating like the last semester.. when are you going to change nabil?.. whennn??.. ur final exam is another 3 weeks... 3 weeks nabil.!!!!!

ya, aku takut sangat,,, takut... lot of things need to be covered.. sometimes, I keep on wondering what am I doing on the past 11 weeks??... am I play around just because I got lot of facilities gven by my mum??.. ya Allah, nabil.... 

aku takot aku tak sempat nk cover.. aku takot result aku drop.. yes, I admit it, aku mmg main2 sem ni.. me myself do not know what is actually going on over here.. 

stress whenever think bout it.. tapi nabil, u've to remember, you will get what you give.. means, you need to perform more and perform well.. maybe ade hikmah di sebalik kegagalan kau,,, think positif nabil.. think.. ade lg 3 minggu kn??.. takkan kau nk giveup dah?.. still have time to study.. so, you better manage your time well for this last 3 weeks... you better do it.. if not, you will regret once you get the result one day.. you will regret

so, nabil, let's make a transformation... transformation to be a more hardworking person.. never give up hingga ke saat terakhir.. never.. kau still ade masa selagi kau belom step in the examination hall.. go nabil, you can do it.. aminnnnnnnnnn..

*this entire blog is actually monolog dalaman aku je.. kata2 semangat from myself to wake up.. still not late to change.. so guys, do pray for my best.. I will strive for it.. I will strive to be one of the dean's list once again... it's my dream.. insyaAllah.. aminnn

much love, nabila

this week

assalamualaikum and selamat petang.. okay, jam menunjukkan pukul 9.15 malam n me still menghadap laptop.. haha... okay, this entry gonna be just a short one kot.. alang2 aku ngntok ni haa, so better aku share something kot..

MINGGU 10..

okay, pejam celik pejam celik dah minggu ke 10 degree semester 2.. ya Allah, cepatnye masa berlalu.. aku masih terkapai-kapai nk cover semua subjek.. sedar atau tidak, there's around a month before final exam.. masyaAllah.. okay, sebelom aku melalut ke lain, just wanna share something what am going to do this week.. ngehehe..

AHAD---> supposed ade tst online anatomy and physiology II.. tapi, last minute aku dpt thu cancel.. so, me is like yuppiiess, hooray.. just wanna scream as loud as I can bcoz I do not prepare at all for this test.. well nabila, ko bajet bley jwab je kn semua soalan tu.. hahaha

ISNIN----> supposed kena present CTU 'pluralisme and masyarakat luralisme pd zaman Kesultanan             Melayu Melaka.. tapi, ustaz cancel jugak class tu.. so, aku ngn aliah ape lg, stop bt CTU tuuuu... hihi

           ---->supposed kena tunjuk draft presentation neuropyscho titiled 'attention deficit hyperactivity disorder' ADHD.. tp, memandangkan sir shamsul senyap je, so, kteorg semua pon bt dek je. haha.. pantang ade peluang btol

SELASA----> test on ORTHOPEDIC'S AND SURGICAL CONDITIONS INTERVENTION... pajang gituuuu subjek intervention aku.. hihihi.. wish me luck.. yess, aku tahu test ni esok.. sejam, 50 markah.. pukul 11.30-12.30.. hehe

RABU---->talk on sexuality among spinal cord injuries from 8.00 am-2.00 pm.. class kteorg diwajibkan pegi.. haha.. takpela, who knows we can gain some new experiences and we can adapt in in our studies, ryte?.. then, lpas talk tu, pkul 2.30 pm ade lab intervention.. maybe kteorf bt praktikal sl amputation... dah macam doktor2 dah uollssss.. 

KHAMIS---->grup kteorg suppose to be grup number 4.. tapi, in case, grup kak husna (grup 3) sempatkan habis presentation dyorg , so, will continue with our grup.. DISEASES...

JUMAAT---->pagi tu cm biase, got BEL's class to attend.. n yess, there will be quiz 2 on bibliography.. insyaAllah petang tu ade class ortho's condition. dan insyaAllah, our grup will present.. 

RABU, KHAMIS, JUMAAT pukul 5-7petang, ade class BPC.. haha... hectic week perhaps..

so, as conclusion, aku ade 1 test, 1 quiz and 1 presentation utk minggu ni.. so, guyss, pray for me.. insyaAllah I'll do my best.. aminnnnnnn

much love, nabila. 

Aku ingin berubah

assalamualaikum wbt dan selamat pagi.....

hai koranggg.. sihat tak?.. long tyme no update from me ryte?.. hehe.. actually, there's a lot of things that I wanna share with bue due to the certain circumstances, I cant do that.. haha... well, me is kinda busy doing something unbeneficial actually.. the truth is, I'm more on twitter.. so guys, do follow me.. insyaAllah I;ll follow you back.. here is the link:

https://twitter.com/MissNabil_Ishak

okay, before that, I just wanna wish Happy Labour Day to all the workers especially to my umi and abah.. memandangkan hari ni cuti umum, so, aku ngn housemate2 mcm biase la relaks giler.. bajet cm xde test pon jumaat ni.. haha.. adoyaiii nabila ni..even semalam pon, aku tido sblom pkul 10 uolsss... haha... penat sgt gamaknyeee... pnt sbb ape, aku pon tak thu.. haha..

"AKU INGIN BERUBAH"

ya Allah, aku teringin sangat nak berubah.. well, just by saying we wanna change it doesnt work at all, if we dont put so much effort on it.. yes, it is the fact.. I do admit that it is not to easy to change to be a better person days ahead.. seriously.. well, its better to change starting with a small thing and gradually change to the big aspect... ya Allah, Kau tetapkanlah hati aku agar tetap berada di jalanMu, ya Allah..

aku maybe tak terlalu baik nak bercakap soal agama, but, at least, aku try berubah nk menjadi seseorang yang lebih baik.. I wanna be a good muslimah.. . InsyaAllah..  aku sayang ayah aku.. sayang sangat.. aku taknak disebabkan dosa-dosa yang aku buat, ayah aku yang tanggung.. tak nak.. aku tak rela.. aku sayangkan ayah aku lebih daripada segala-galanya.. aku taknak ayah aku yang tanggug semua dosa-dosa aku sama ada besar mahupun kecil.. dia dah susah payah jaga aku siang malam, takkan la aku nak balas jasa dia dengan menyebabkan dia tanggung semua dosa-dosa aku.. ya Allah, kenapalah aku tak pernah sedar semua ni.. ataupon, aku sedar tapi buat tak tahu.. masyaAllah.. aku harap aku still lagi tak terlewat nak berubah..  

Ya Allah, kau tetapkanlah hatiku untuk berada di jalanMu, ya Allah.. 

 ya Allah, ampunkanlah segala dosa-dosaku sama ada besar mahupun kecil.. :'(

KAKAK SAYANG ABAH.. SAYANG SANGAT...

much love, nabila